It takes time to find your way. It takes significantly longer to pave. Don’t fool yourself into thinking the path will be simple. It isn’t. Along the process, you will doubt your decisions. Your road will only become more complicated as you proceed. So let’s take a new perspective on those thoughts that are bothering you.
It does not imply that you are insufficient or lack sufficient resources if you feel insecure because of another person or their accomplishment. It implies that you are unsure whether or not what you possess makes you happy. And it’s acceptable to have doubts about it. Don’t punish yourself for having those thoughts. They serve as reminders that you need to refocus and are not blasphemous.
That simultaneous sense of sinking, burning, and suffocation does not indicate that something inside of you is dying. because aspirations and dreams pass away quietly. They leave without your noticing as they disappear. Your discomfort is a sign that something within of you is yelling to be noticed, heard, and respected. With it, sit. Observe it. Be sure to comprehend it.
Don’t confuse the uncertainty with ignorance. It serves as the clearest indication that you are developing. A clouded mind does not necessarily indicate that you are acting improperly. It indicates that you are exerting excessive effort to perform everything correctly, including tasks that you would never be able to complete well without acting and experiencing. A confused mind means that you are open to searching, no matter how uncomfortable that makes you.
The sensation of always needing something does not indicate a deficiency. It simply indicates that you are drawn to the environments, people, and things that best suit your soul. It implies that your soul is perfectly tuned to communicate its demands in the most precise way possible. It implies that your soul is strong. Embrace it.
Not being right or slow does not mean you feel lost. I am aware that it may appear as though you are spinning in circles and disappearing into thin air, but this is not the case. It denotes a desire to travel via every route available in order to gain insight from adventures that many people would never dare attempt.
You might feel scared. But being afraid does not preclude success. It demonstrates your level of concern by making you consider what life might be like if things didn’t work out. And it’s okay to consider that. To care is always acceptable. Never let anyone convince you that your concern is excessive. Who established the appropriate level of care for a certain object? Consider how hard you tried to respect your bewilderment and your itchy feet for a time. You give it a shot since you want to be active in your life. Even while it may seem like all you can do at times is work with the changes, you want to make the changes work for you. But you still have to work.
While continuing to advance through the army of demons in front of you, you scan the area for the light. That which makes you lovely is this. Enjoy your enthusiasm for not wanting to give up for a moment. Regardless of how often it occurs during your career, that is prepared to leave and seek out the solutions that it will then bring back. That willingly obeys the commands of your soul, continuing on regardless of what the outside world yells at it.
You are not constrained by the words that others used to draw you in. You have the guts to look for those that complement the person you are developing into. You let the chaos happen rather than trying to control it. You have the courage to go despite the hostile quiet of doubts and uncertainty. What’s going on inside of you is regenerative, not destructive.
Never allow anyone to persuade you otherwise.